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| I hate stupid people that have no common sense. It really bothers me that some people can not make a good decision based on what they want and not what other people are doing. Not only are they sheep following the worldly shepeard, but they wouldnt know a good thing if it slaped them right in the face. Sometimes in life people have to jack up a million times before they lie around at night wishing they would have never done some of the things they have done. The sad thing is that they never learn from those mistakes. Some people need to look at their lives and relize that their not going to be young forever and one day they will pay for the stupid mistakes they are making. | | |
| Well today has been a slow day. I got and went and played 18 holes of golf today. I shot ok but it could have been better. Then i went to wal-mart and got some night crawlers, so i could go fishin when i went home. I made it home and went to my pond to do a little fishin. It sucked cause i didnt catch anything. Then dad fixed some deer steaks that were really good. Now im on xanga writting about nothing because there is nothing better to do. Oh well i guess ill go and try to find something to get into. | | |
| Things are going ok today, and life is staring to make sense. Sometimes you just have to go with the flow and let things work itself out. | | |
| Soon your sugar-daddies will all be gone.
You'll wake up some cold day and find you're alone.
You'll call to me but I'm gonna tell you: Bye bye bye
When I turn around and walk away, you'll cry, cry, cry,
- Johnny Cash
I wonder why the person I love more than anybody in the world will not even talk to me. It starting to get very frustrating and very old. Life is way to short to be in this kind of a mess. It really sucks when you love someone and they dont even love you back. Oh well i guess thats the story of my life. Someone takes my whole life away from me for the past four years and just becuase she runs into someone else that she likes, she drops everything we ever had. | | |
| I figure its time for another post on xanga. Its been a while since i was last on here, and some things are a little different in my life. Everyday seems like it becomes more and more of a struggle to get by. Sometimes i wished i could skip the whole college thing and just start life. Oh well i guess thats a part of getting older. Oh I want to send my congrats to my brother and tish. Im glad you guys are happy and I hope everything works out for you two. I guess one thing that brings me down more than anything is being so unstable in one area of my life. Love is a hard thing that can smack you right in your face. The cool thing is that even if it hits you hard and you fall down you can get up and start all over again. Hopefully one day I can get a stable relationship that I am happy with. Of course I have someone in mind that I would love to spend the rest of my life with, but sometimes you dont always get what you want. Deep down I know I need to just trust in God and he will work everything out. The bad thing is when you are as unworthy as I am running to God is not as easy as it seems. | | |
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